It’s raining heavily outside. It’s now 18 Deg Cel something like that here in Dalby, and the rain make it worst! And there I am cursing my own self for leaving my thick clothes behind. It wasn’t like this the last time I came here. It was clear sky all day! And they assured me weather is not the problem here.
Now here I am sitting pathetically waiting for anyone to log in to their messenger, replying my post in forums, or simply watching YouTube and 401.
I hate this feeling now. Im pushing myself to stay for another couple or more weeks here, when my head still in Malaysia. I regret for not spending much times with peoples, now I am sadly imagine all of them doing their thing back there. I’m fucked up since the day I decided to spend 3 months in Aussie, hoping it will change me to something better.
Yeah, im totally screwed by my own decision. This was not like what I’d planned. Either way I am still here counting days before I come back to Malaysia for good.
And this time, I’ve planned carefully…